Will you be my friend? :(

NAME: MUHAMMAD MUSTAFA FAHIM  
CLASS: A2 C1

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WILL YOU BE MY FRIEND?

Walking down the boulevard of broken dreams and lonely streets, I am lost. No one cares where I am, no companion is by my side. I walk alone. Nobody has spoken a single kind word to me; Sympathy is a very rare, rather non-existent phenomenon in my life. I am a social outcast, a solitary recluse, a person wandering in a comrade less abyss.

I asked my heart the reason for my loneliness, is it my lack of personality? Is it because of the darkness inside of me? My heart remained silent. I want a buddy to hang out with, to play cricket with, to talk to, to hear my suppressed feelings. I call out but no one answers.

The awkward eye contacts are too much for me. You think I ignore you, that I’m rude, I’m not, I’m just scared- scared of being rejected, scared of being turned down. You think that I’m a hermit; in actuality, I’m just lonely. You think that I’m heart less, but truthfully, I’m just heart broken.

These feelings are just overpowering me now, it’s as though a demon is possessing me. These emotions are making me suicidal; they are making me a misanthrope. I need someone to comfort me, some one to share my grief with, a shoulder to cry on. Will you be my friend?